We Crave the Beauty :: of tantric sex therapy practiced daily in layering the body-temple.divine wit
((pieces from my carnelian gemstone collection --
a melange of beads-- organic wood metal glass
ceramic bone))
your orgasmic nature-- do not fear Her, Woman that is the depth of what you Are
and dive straight in; for it is there where your purity resides, eternally waiting--
ever patient for your scriptured *Heralded return to that one true *Nature within
in a shattered world of stifling, deadening imposed silences,
where speaking of such tangible obvious yet subtle
beauty (pure or impure - sharp or fuzzy) is still near
to being a punishable crime of sorts
--and as we have known, the human punishment of "civilized" society, esser than death but even more lethal,
is maniacally meted out should you persist in your act of sacred individuality
the betrayal of being confronted with the
unwelcoming attitude of others, stabbed by
the frozen exclusion (conscious or not)
the judgement and ridicule
of being ignored denigrated or systematically
emotionally crucified at the
perverted and steady hands of one's own social groups--
and what to do?
and this hidden (unspoken unidentified)
forbidden treasure that is expressly condemned
by all societies, by all men
where the whole reason (long forgotten
but still innately sensed) behind keeping a woman
busy distracted boubd by duty-- was and is to keep her
light years away from discovering unraveling
strengthening delighting in
and moving transforming her world and Being-heart space
behind through and with the assistance of
this mysterious inescapable hidden Power
lovingly joyously graciously bestowed upon us
by Nature I Universe...
such a wonder is deadly necessary
for the balance of body-temple
for the expansive healing breath of spirit
that keeps us Alive and well in existence
and by working cooperatively with this wonder
in not only surviving the hardships of life
but more importantly in rising above
((the negative pull of history
of narrow thought pattern and of subverted
emotional movements))
and thriving consistently unabashedly
through the Beauty and realization of the
Power inherent of this tantric realm of energy
flow or chi
the only way by which any actual *change might
be iniciated here in our world today
not many dare to speak this way of the sensuality that is forever present and at the foundation of all we do-- especially as our work here as women
no one dares to say how important our presence is here
and that what we offer, the feminine perspective
(non man-handled, as discovered and experienced by us)
is actually a necessary component of life
that without it, without oyr express of it, the world
and the very life of the world is sorely lacking
is only half shown and in need of our
energies to resuscitate it
sadly, much fear is still held and generated by us
at the seeming strangness of the magics
of our inner realities
as if it is somehow "wrong" to equate sensual
with therapy with it being an actual pathway
to doing good in life feeling good
feeling full of health feeling integrated and whole
and living within the experience of a jubilant awareness
but i do not feel it is a stretch that a *therapy
(the self-activation of a higher / healing vibration
within in order to rise to higher standards + expressions
of conscious human evolution)
can be stimulated by a physical item/action/intent
or that such a definitive move into being
responsible for our own health / wealth
that is the wholeness of a Being cannot be connected
or has no pertinence to our true sensual natures
--those powerful states of sensing
physically represented by:
(sensual/sensing: taste touch smell feel sight hearing >>
all of which have deeper symbolic/soulful purposes
in our inner realities should we decide to dive past the superficie and explore our human birthright of
Elegance through Elevation/Evolution)
these mini "rituals" (formed eons ago
by ancients with much observed insight into
the workings of the human mechanism asit is
effected by the essence of subtle actions...)
call fervently and quite plainly upon certain unperceived
energies and energetic realms, bidding them
*ecstatic entrance in order to shake up our
every-day mundane "experience" of life
in a concerted effort to connect us to Love--
to union with Divine to what is really our very life's blood
timeless rituals like spa treatments with hot stones
the aromatherapy of essential oils + the incense
burning by your bedside, uplifting music played (during a massage) and danced to in celebration of life
the richness of infusions / elixirs that we imbibe of
the plants flowers and mineral species of this earth
of the mysterious vegetables from the sea
to our use of "magical" mushrooms
the gurgling sound of water running allowing
for nutritive rest and ultimate relaxation
the union you reach with the universe through
the practice of yoga and meditation
to the color therapy and feng shui placement
of the articles of decor that fill your home-space
right down to the way in which you clothe your own body
using layers, color, interesting fabrics and
the natural fibers textures pattern and print
that whisper to your own sense of fun;
the creative and playful mixing up of styles and looks
that go towards the keen presentation of an Individual's expression in life and of living
all these are basic and yet powerful incantations
those directed and Soul-prompted actions and prayers
of purpose and intent focus
that lead the open seeking heart to discovering
new spiritual vistas and feeling-spaces of wellbeing
in full response and accord to the call forward
of adventure in spiritual development
that life brings and sounds forth moment by moment
in our lives here on earth
and now, sex... so when i use the word "sex"
i mean not the common blasphemous mundane
mindless / robot activity taken up
by the world over
in an effort to escape for a moment or 2
their dark and dreary lives of empty words
blind emotions and ceaseless unconscious
rounds of suffering
as the unsacred violently cruel way of releasing
pent up anxiety worries fears angers agressions
that desperate physical attempt to merge one being
with and into another in order to experience a sense of
oblivion from darkness and despair
...no, here i speak fondly of the sexual fount
of the sensual flow within the being, more in line with
the ancient astern knowing of tantra and the godly
symbology of gender and the yin yang phenomenon.
a natural flow that rarely is explored
investigated experimented with nor engaged in
**(and this is an absolute shame and deep loss
to our race and level / degree of experience
of existence and life )
i gladly and exuberantly refer to the very essence
of our being, that deep rooted space
at the seat of our soul open and longing to be titillated turned on stimulated rejuvenated
focused on and connected with and celebrated by!
i speak from experience-- that when wearing certain
pieces that happen to be infused with distinctive
energies, one is unalterably and gladly uplifted
from the boring dull gray and catapulted high up
into the soaring feeling of satisfaction and quiet joys
those tantric-like pulls of remembering
yourself to be the sacred house.divine for Soul
and the necessity of the inhabitant of a house
to befittingly ornament and outfit their "home"
properly and with conscious care and loving awareness
a physical / material acknowledgement
affirmation-prayer-offering to ourselves and Universe
a means by which to focus solidify celebrate
our realization of that one profound Truth
that bears joyous repeating:
"you are the sacred house.divine for soul spirit"
wondrous human based container for the universe's evolutionary-pull and guidance
to tje unimagined heights of our spiritual birthright--
that of Beauty of Knowing of sacred Experience
as the outgrowth and effects of an intelligent reality
calling out and waiting for us to join it in its
colossal Play of Life!
a feeling/knowing our woman ancestors no doubt held
and nurtured as their key to all that mattered...
at a moment by moment basis while living their quieter
more contemplative and sheltered lives
down and throughout the spans of time
as their adornment and practices of ornamentation
were truly practices. studied stylized processes
that were carried out with due diligence
daily and in specified manners, with distinct techniques
reflecting the particular feminine culture
that was indelible to whatever times and climes
they found their souls in at the moment
so i am wondering do you manage to engage
with the many mini rituals available to us now?
with more frequency than once every
few months? every few years...?!
making purposeful use of those personally powerful
actions that rejuvenate and revive your being
you know there is no need no reason really
to suffer as we do to put up with the lower levels of
energy and (non)existence that make up
the illfated mismanaged overculture of the world now
such paltry treatment of ourselves, eachother
of heart mind body and soul (of earth
plant animal and of all that exists here with us)
is only the poor outmoded
states of habit based in inaction and unawareness
habitual grooves of "grossness"
that we as a group have unwittingly
unquestionably "inherited" and handicapped
ourselves with
taking it all in without proper discernment
nor the intuitive management of our resources /
personal-universal states of human existence
(thought emotion soul and spirit)
sick and tired, grown sadly used to living
in modes of depravity and being "ok" or "just fine"
with it. with remaining at the edge of a life barely lived
and so thoroughly UN-enjoyed
somehow with the though that such acseticism
is right healthy the way what life is about
how a sinful guilty shamed human deserves
to live
yet the way by which to know whether this
state of ill health and ill treatment of body and soul
is correct or not is by measuring our own energy
feeling state of being, by seeing how beautiful or not our
actions and effects of our actions play out
in the world around us
Reality and Life is nothing but one big school
one big test, one colossal way of testing
our thoughts and ultimately ourselves in
cognitive ways that allow for the knowing experience
and realization of Truth.
